June 2012
4 posts
& so I struggle with pride, fear/anxiety, selfishness, regret and inability to trust. But God is perfect and He takes these struggles upon his shoulders. And he lets me rest, he gives me peace, he wraps me in his arms of love and opens my eyes to good things. My own flesh dies but through Him I can live that I may glorify His name and eventually learn to be selfless, courageous, generous,...
The joy that I find in the arms of my Savior and King is an indescribable feeling. God’s love is TOO REAL.
“The cost is not just your blood, but your self-definition, your reputation, your life. Abandon these to Me. These are the things I gave up for your sake.
I lost all sense of myself within the surroundings of flesh and wood and room. I was spirit and soul, and I stood in front of my own God and found myself lacking, found myself counting earthly treasures more valuable than eternal...
“Humble yourselves before the Lord and he will lift you up”
May 2012
38 posts
I’m falling in love with God more and more everyday.
“Christ in Me”
Tried out Garageband...
AS;DLJEKAD;KLFJ
Trying to do an online quiz and having EXTREMELY slow internet -_-…………
& sleeping at 3… «««< why is my bed time so late compared to the original school year and it’s the SUMMER. Oh anatomy you are so interesting but you are also very time-consuming.
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I am so biased.
but my man is the manliest, handsomest, funniest, sweetest, most intelligent, deep, caring, loving, patient, understanding, generous, selfless and humble boy that may have entered this deeply into my life. Of course, there’s room for improvement but I’m just saying that he excels in all those characteristics compared to a lot of other boys that I know! Once again, I AM biased. My...
I painted my nails for the first time yesterday.
It’s been a whole school year since I’ve given my nails some attention, on both my hands and feet. It’s nice to have some time to myself before being thrown into another whirlwind of busy academics.
I just spent the last hour
taking all the PDF’s from my Chemistry & Biology blackboard (like quizzes, quiz answers, practice exams & answers, exams, exam answers, practice problems, etc) and saving them to my desktop so that my brother can have them at his fingertips next year. Muahahahahahahahaha. Hopefully he uses them… -_-
So jealous of my boyfriend’s GPA right about now. s_s …. lol.
Tehe, at least I have a smart boyfriend ^_^
Lol.
I talked with my Dad today and asked him if he was speechless when he first met my mom and he said, “yeah right.” Then, I “scolded” him because he SHOULD have been drooling when he first met my mother (who was indeed beautiful in her youth) and he said, “Okay, I take that back. I was like this — *mouth wide open with imaginary drool rolling down his chin*”...
Anonymous asked: damn you look hot with red lipstick. classy too. (no, this isn't a question. this is just admiration + anonymity because i don't really give compliments like this)
I HAVE AN E-MAIL PEN-PAL
Is that cool, or is that cool. I’m keeping the person mysterious for now because I want the reveal and the whole “penpal” experience to be summarized, epicly, at the end of this summer. Anyways, I’m super excited about this because the person who is my e-mail penpal is too cool.
That awkward moment
when you are fbook chatting someone you never really talk to even in real life and you are both continuing the conversation because you both don’t want to be that person. LOL
My GPA
died because of Chemistry. ALL A’S AND THEN….. T_T CURSE YOU CHEMISTRY. I AM SO GLAD I AM DONE WITH YOU.
On my family & boyfriend
[This past Sunday] My family
Church people: *exclaiming at my Father’s healthy complexion and increasing health* Elder, you look great today! Another church person: Yes, it really is a miracle! (His allergies, pain in his knee and his eye have been getting better with a 3-day fast. Miracle of God!) Praise Leader’s Husband: Plus, his best vitamin has arrived! Everybody: *Trying to...
My account
is completely wiped out. I now have 1 cent. :(
Oh man,
it feels so good to finally be in my own room where I don’t have to be annoyed by anybody or anything because I’m the only person in here. I can sleep without any extra noises in the background or seeing people that I don’t want to see in my room. Hehe :)
night before school: i want to look attractive tomorrow
morning of school: nevermind
I rearranged and DEEP cleaned my room today
for literally 6 hours. I am so tired right now. My family had been using my room like a study/office/storage space and it was SO MESSY. Lol, I couldn’t deal with it at all - I can’t deal with being in a messy room. But I am completely satisfied with the set up. Now I have an entire wall/side of the room that’s completely empty. I can make it my own little corner of something...
I vow this day
To do at least 15 minutes of ab workouts every day this summer. These overlapping layers on my stomach have got to go. Lol >.<
Anonymous asked: Are you going to "The Beatles: The Lost Concert" movie premier in a few weeks?
My Freshman Year is Done.
…. It’s unbelievable. The time flew right by my eyes. So many memories this year. So many good & bad ones. But, right now only the good ones come to mind. It’s been such a great year. This exam week was crazy but I ended up getting a lot more A’s than I expected (shout out to hard work paying off & a smart boyfriend). My GPA rose, yes! And today, May 4th, was the...
I cried 7 times today over the littlest, most insignificant things like hitting my head accidentally. And not being able to do a Chemistry problem on my first try. My mom called me and laughed at me saying, “Poor Joe, he had to deal with all of your crying. Stop crying for his sake. Poor guy, he must sitting in the corner not saying anything.” And the funny thing was that was EXACTLY...
If someone is being annoying
First, consider why they are acting this way. If it is harmless, tell them they are being annoying instead of bottling it up inside your gut & eventually blaming them. Second, ask yourself if you have done anything annoying to the other party. If you haven’t been considerate to them, don’t blame them for one small thing they probably weren’t even doing on purpose. If you...
April 2012
27 posts
All I ever remember from every finals week
Is pigging out. Like I am doing now. I’m full and I’m still eating. -_-
Top pet peeve when studying
People who tap their feet. Most annoying noise in the world. STOP IT -_-
If I had all the time in the world
I would study biology forever. I love studying biology, seriously.
Just tried out the Pair app with Joe
& it’s going to be so perfect for the summer! It’s so cute, we can do thumb kisses, draw pictures together (live), send pictures together, send “thinking of you” clouds, etc, etc. Put special events so we can remember them, create a “to-do” list together, etc.
All year,
I’ve been looking for a strong group of Christian believers & friends who will support me. I’ve tried numerous bible study groups but none of them just ever really worked out for me. Maybe I didn’t really give them a chance. Maybe I was just being stubborn. But just recently, a group of my really close friends have started Praise & Prayer sessions on Friday and I feel...
#weekend
Friday: Woke up went to Biology
Picked up my brother because he was here for Explore Carolina
Ate lunch with him, Joe & Christina
Skipped Drama to be able to eat lunch with them
Tested Joe all day on the Bio Lab material
Went to work
Went to Praise & Prayer. Worshipped the Lord and spent time with him
Met Christine & Gloria and literally laughed for 5 hours straight —...